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++Fish&Chips++
Things changed quite a lot since the last time i blog..
Family problem

Family problem: my mum jus fell down from ladder as se was changing new curtains.. the injury was quite bad.. she was limping this few days.. and she gone a little bonkers.. she became short-temper.. and if talking back to her is like a death sentance.. she say i look lika GHOST! omg..i will of cos get angry la.. and we was shouting over and over again.. and i was crying like hell.. hmmm.. cry for 25 hr some more.. my eyes of cos will swollen la.. so ugly.. lucky my eyes wasnt tt serious..

And i brought something for HIM on qingrenjie... lol.. but dunno will i have the courage to give him myself.. lol... i am serious this time, i think.. i really am taking my first step.. previously all my ex-s is like short term de.. all every short la.. eventhough the last stead was quite a serious relationship.. but i still think i was quite dumb and childish tt time.. now i really hope to get into a real long term serious relationship.. i hope it is going to be my first and the last one.. but i really scare of rejection la.. i will freaked out whenever i think of the word REJECTION.. haishiashias..


i am losing weight quite seriously recantly la.. i am now 47/48k.. from 52kg to 40++kg.. quite a fast drop la.. but i still think i am not slim enough lei.. still got fats =x